nov. 9, 2006

its the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting...

i sent him a message last night:

"do you know that place between sleeping and being awake?

that place where you can still remember dreaming?

thats where ill always love you,

thats where ill be waiting...."

alhough he replied nothing... i dont mind anymore, the very fact of knowing that he somehow read it made me feel alright.

made me feel alright. because if there is any homo sapien who will only try to open my heart, he will surely be overwhelmed with loneliness and might be lost in space because of the emptiness inside.

but i know one morning ill wake up and find myself thinking about someone else or rather something else, and by then i know that the worst is over.(i just hope...)

my heart might be bruised, but it will recover soon and be renewed to be able to see the beauty of life once more. it happenned before,ive surpassed it, and i knew that it will happen again, and this is it; and i have this feeling that it will happen once more, im sure!

when someone leaves, its because someone is about to arrive.

i know ill find love again...